Danger, Danger
I am utterly exhausted. I am tired of being hyper-vigilant. I am tired of the constant lies about keeping meds in the body and not on the floor, or in the garbage. I am scared. Someone threatened to stab his sister yesterday with a pair of scissors. Our experience has been that we can put him in the hospital, and they will send him home when he gets stabilized. So I will spend today on the phone trying to find some place for him to go. I can’t force my family to live like this. Why did he do this? She asked him to turn down his cd player. and then when he moved it, she was going to give him the cord for it, but didn’t move or respond fast enough for him. He evidently said, that he would get it from her “one way or another.”