I want to believe

I want to believe him.

I want to have faith that his meds are in his body.

I want to not overdose him on melatonin and clonidine.  Is it even possible to overdose on melatonin?

Experience tells me differently.

twice tonight he has spit up his meds.  10 mg of melatonin each time plus .2mg of clonidine each time, should have him sleeping for 8 hours minimum.  yet he is awake.  with a litany of excuses as to why.

He had such a good day too.  plus he has some electronic device that I can periodically see the glow to, but I haven’t been able to actually catch him with it yet.