>It was an eventful week. Monday the 14th I went to the dr because of dizzy spells when I stood up. Really high blood pressure. Got meds for that. Thursday had lunch with my wife and noticed some numbness in the left side of my face. It passed after 20 minutes but left me exhausted….
>New Psychiatrist – Busy Psychiatrist
>Frustrated that I called M’s Psychiatrist yesterday and they haven’t called back. Left another message. Receptionist told me that I needed to call over to some unit and ask if there was a bed open. “nope,” I said. “That is the doctor’s job.” grrrrr!
>So how do I balance my health with the special mental health needs of M. I can’t just tell my heart to behave. I feel like I am always “on” when he is around. Constantly aware of what he is doing. Constant vigil. It is hard. Today my blood pressure was intense. 162/106. Which is…