>So how do I balance my health with the special mental health needs of M. I can’t just tell my heart to behave. I feel like I am always “on” when he is around. Constantly aware of what he is doing. Constant vigil. It is hard. Today my blood pressure was intense. 162/106. Which is not good, especially considering the Heart Event I had in December. So back on the metropolol for my blood pressure.
Trying to get in touch with M’s psychiatrist about that empty bed for him to begin his med wash. No luck yet.
M continues to act out like a baby, bark like a dog, and do those kinds of things, yesterday he stole a pocket knife and some other things.